so close yet so far!

dam! was so close to goal and no seem to be getting further away! aaaaaaa! this time of year is no good if your trying to be good! hopefully this week i can claw back a few pounds this week. I better as dont want to return after new year to a big gain! wanted to be at goal for 4th of Jan but now its looking unlikely unless can manage to loose 5.5lb over christmas! hmmmm doesnt sound likey! :-( gutted!! Will try my best! Even 1 little lb this week would be good!